20 At that time, the son of Pandu, Arjun,
who had the insignia of Hanuman on the flag of his chariot,
took up his bow. Seeing your sons arrayed against him,
O King, Arjun then spoke the following words to Shri Krishna:
ARJUNA
21 O Krishna, drive my chariot between the two armies.
22 I want to see those who desire to fight with me.
With whom will this battle be fought?
23 I want to see those assembled to fight for Duryodhana,
those who seek to please the evil-minded
son of Dhritarashtra by engaging in war.
SANJAYA
24 Thus Arjuna spoke, and Sri Krishna, driving his splendid chariot between the two armies,
25 facing Bhishma and Drona and all the kings of the earth, said:
“Arjuna, behold all the Kurus gathered together.”
26 And Arjuna, standing between the two armies,
saw fathers and grandfathers, teachers, uncles,
and brothers, sons and grandsons,
27 in-laws and friends.
Seeing his kinsmen established in opposition,
28 Arjuna was overcome by sorrow.
Despairing, he spoke these words:
29 and my limbs grow weak; my mouth is dry, my body shakes,
and my hair is standing on end.
30 My skin burns, and the bow Gandiva has slipped from my hand.
I am unable to stand; my mind seems to be whirling.
31 These signs bode evil for us. I do not see that any good can come from killing our relations in battle.
32 O Krishna, I have no desire for victory,
or for a kingdom or pleasures.
Of what use is a kingdom or pleasure or even life,
33 if those for whose sake we desire these things –
34 teachers, fathers, sons, grandfathers, uncles, in-laws, grandsons,
and others with family ties – are engaging in this battle,
renouncing their wealth and their lives?
35 Even if they were to kill me, I would not want to kill them,
not even to become ruler of the three worlds.
How much less for the earth alone?
36 O Krishna, what satisfaction could we find
in killing Dhritarashtra’s sons?
We would become sinners by slaying these men,
even though they are evil.
37 The sons of Dhritarashtra are related to us; therefore,
we should not kill them.
How can we gain happiness
by killing members of our own family?
38 Though they are overpowered by greed and see no evil
in destroying families or injuring friends, we see these evils.
40 When a family declines, ancient traditions are destroyed.
With them are lost the spiritual foundations for life,
and the family loses its sense of unity.
41 Where there is no sense of unity, the women of the family become corrupt;
and with the corruption of its women,
society is plunged into chaos.
42 Social chaos is hell for the family and for those
who have destroyed the family as well.
It disrupts the process of spiritual evolution begun by our ancestors.
43 The timeless spiritual foundations of family and society would
be destroyed by these terrible deeds, which violate the unity of life.
44 It is said that those whose family dharma
has been destroyed dwell in hell.
45 This is a great sin! We are prepared to kill our own relations
out of greed for the pleasures of a kingdom.
46 Better for me if the sons of Dhritarashtra, weapons in hand,
were to attack me in battle and kill me unarmed and unresisting.
SANJAYA
47 Overwhelmed by sorrow, Arjuna spoke these words.
And casting away his bow and his arrows,
he sat down in his chariot in the middle of the battlefield.